omg you wouldn't belive the stuff i have been dealing with......

I have had to deal with ac going out, Taylor dealing with her new diet, John wanting to quit work and a dirty house. The last one is my fault as I hit a big case of the lazies. Where do I begin? I will start with the ac I guess. Well when it was in the 80's (man that sounds kinda weird but this weather omg that is another post!) we woke up to really sweaty and humid!!! I mean it was like I was in a shower but with stinky sweaty shower. UGGGGG. We went and bought fans cause the ac was only blowing hot air!!!! After we spend 30 dollars on box fans the maintance dude decides to go and reset the ac unit outside. Boom there we had ac again. After we spent the 30 dollars! And now for Taylor's new venture. I started her on solids but before you get on to me. She has been pulling at everything I put into my mouth. If I have a cup yep I am wearing the contents cause Taylor wants some too. So I gave up and bought her food!!! She wolfs it down and burps. Well the bad thing about this all is she gets backed up and I have to feed her apple sauce to get her to poop. Man the farts coming out of her now will run John out of the room. I won't even touch the subject of John wanting to change jobs. And the house yea I was a bit lazy and didn't do a damn thing. But every mom is intitaled to at least of those days a month!!! I feel bad for the dog. He is going onto a new diet and yea he will eat the good stuff but not his kibble. I wonder why? MAYBE ITS CAUSE HE KNOWS WHAT IS IN THE KIBBLE THESE DAYS? I mean you can't go anywhere and get anything safe for your pets now days. And NOW its in our food!!!!! I mean what the fuck!!! So all who know this is not a candid program here. What in the hell is going on with this shit?!?!?!?! One day its ok to eat what's from the store and now you don't know how or what is done with this stuff before you get it! Man, people used to feed their dogs raw food or from the table and none of them got sick like this!!!! I am reverting to the old ways I swear. My lil guy is looking to me to make sure he is safe and I can't rely on a dog food company that claims their's is the best. You know what I am sick and tired of these stupid commercials on TV also. I mean everywhere you look its sex or tampons or something and they put it on when your EATING.... I swear they know what I am doing. I wonder if I have a camera in my TV????? * goes and checks just to make sure* Its like they know what your doing. I want to know how they do that. Cause damn if I knew that I wouldn't have to worry about Taylor sneaking out at night. Maybe they are psychic ???? Who the hell knows. But damn if someone can tell me please do. John and I are doing a lot better in working things out. I don't think we have really had a disagreement recently. Instead we work hard on talking it out. ( note the word hard in there) Man it's so hard to listen. I mean I listen when people are talking to me but to really listen to when your better half is talking about something serious is difficult. You have to pay attention to the tone they are using and what they mean when they say it. We all know that when the other half says something usually there is an underlying message!!! Oh and to top off everything I found out I really like to cut hair. I had some teaching from John ( who has never cut anyone's hair) and well I cut his perfectly the way he wanted it done. I need to look into going to school for it. Hmmmmmm there is a thought!!! Well I am off here for a bit to think of more to rant about.

dealing with other parts of adult life

i had to trim the dog today and well yea didn't go well. he sneezed so guess what his is shaved to 1/4 inch now. silly doggie i will figure out how and put a pic up! he is so sad now. i can't belive this it took so long to get his hair right hten he goes and sneezes. i was aiming for what is called a lion cut where he was shaved from his shoulders back and well you can see it is aweful now!

its fun

Its fun to watch as Taylor learns new things. I can't believe how fast she is growing. It seems like yesterday she was doing nothing but sleeping. now she eats and plays!!! she rolls from belly to back and trys to hard to roll over from her back to her belly. she trys to sit up alot too. i can't wait till she does then its up and running from there. in ways i want her to stay small but in other ways it is joyous just to see her advance so well.

my sweet cutie!!

moments in time

I wish I could take a picture every time something cute happened. Taylor went to sleep all snuggled up in my arms. I so didn't want to put her to bed. I am working on getting her used to sleeping alone. She does pretty good till early morning. By that point I am pooped and she wants to snuggle. She smiles up at me when she snuggles and I know that there is nothing else in the world that could be better. Its love in her eyes and I love her right back. I don't know how anyone could want to hurt something so tiny and cute. Babies are adorable.

little things....

Today was a cute day so far. John showed Taylor that she can use her feet to pick up a toy and bring it to her hands. Well now Taylor is always trying to do it. I laugh till she gets frustrated. She has recently started fussing realy bad fighting sleep. I just don't know what to do. I have got a routine started. Funny thing is I have her on a routine but I personally am not on one. Like last night. I fell asleep with my contacts in. I woke up at like 4 something in the morning with my eyes feeling sticky. It was cause my contacts dried out. So I took them out. You can guess how that went. took me 10 mins to get them out. The dang things were in there good. Taylor is getting so big. I am thinking of taking a pic a day of her to show her progress. I think it will be fun to see how she grows. Every day I see something new in her. One thing I have noticed is that she doesn't flinch when you make a loud nosie near her. I am gonna ask the doctor for a new hearing test for her. It has John concerned too. He hasn't said that but he tried making noise behind her that was loud and she did nothing. Her hearing test at the hospital was fine. I hope she doesn't have issues with her ears like I did. I don't know how my mom got thru that with me. I would be in tears if she gets anything like that. I love her so much I don't want her to be hurt.